I just don't understand. How my parents rules become my problem and my fault. I've got no say in anything, so it really has nothing to do with me. But somehow I end up being looked down upon and treated like I'm the one who made up the rules and did this and that.

All I try to do is make you fucking happy. Is that so hard?

All I did was try to make the best of a shitty situation, by offering to pay for you and everything, and it just gets thrown back in my face & I end up feeling like a complete idiot.

And just like he said I am my own worst enemy and end up making myself even more upset than I was today because I feel like I've done something wrong to make you angry at me, and thats not what I wanted at all.
I'm a complete failure.