Next Thursday!

I get my lips done. Eeeeeeep. Scared and excited!
I had my consultation the Thursday that just passed. They were even prepared to do it on the day but I had plans, and preferred next week when I have time off work.

This is something I want, and it's only temporary anyway. If I want to keep them the way they are, or get more juvederm, then I can just get topped up and keep up treatments. They're supposed to last around a year though, which is good!

I'm really just trying it out, and when I get my braces off, I'll get it again.
Never thought I'd say this, but you only live once, yolo.

What I've eaten today. 26.09.2012

I think I want to start keeping track of what I eat daily. 

Or at least most days. That way I can see patterns/try to eat healthier etc.
It'll be easier to start making change.

Okay so today:

• Breakfast:
  2 pancakes with jam.
  A cup of tea.
• Lunch:
  1 Banana.
  3 strawberries.
  1 Macadamia cookie.
  
  
  That is all so far. I feel like having a toasted cheese sandwich soon, maybe. Or a kiwi fruit. 

New make up!

I bought these last week at David Jones in the city.
Needed new make up.
I got a MAC primer, because I've been wanting a primer for ages.
And then I went down to the Estee Lauder to get foundation.
The lady tried lots of colours on me to try to match my extremely pale skin, but we ended up finding a good match in the end :)
And it is really great foundation!
I also bought a translucent powder as well, to set the foundation. They're all really great and make my skin feel amazing!

I have a consultation this Thursday for getting lip dermal fillers ^_^
It's just something I'd like to try out.

I think I'll go with getting 1 needles first. And if I'm happy, I'll get it again when my braces are off :)
They aren't permanent anyway, so theres nothing wrong with experimenting with what looks good.

Lush purchases

The oatifix face mask!
This smells so nice and feels so good on my skin.
After washing it off my skin felt smooth and moisturised. I think I'll use it once a week!
You get about 4-5 face masks out of it!

The marilyn hair treatment is a real treat :3
I've used it twice already, and my hair feels so silky and smooth, its amazing.

I also love the fact that these are vegan products, and they are against animal testing.
I find these natural products to be such great quality over those brands that use chemicals etc and test on animals.

I also love that they promote sharing a shower xD
Which my boyfriend and I always do!

I wish

I could be making love to my boyfriend right now.

Why am I not with him :( I want to be at his house, in his arms.

I have to wait til Thursday.
I'll have my period then as well, though. Damn life, damn!

You'll never know how annoyed I am.

Purchases I'm waiting for :3

The black cat dress! 

This pair of shoes! I've been looking for shoes in this style for ages, and when I found these cat ones, I knew they were perfect for me :3

Pretty happy with the fact that I've consistently stuck with that 10 minute workout for 3 days in a row.

Of course I won't do it everyday, because I don't need to. But its a good start. I'm trying to stay motivated.
I'm just hoping it will aid in some weight loss.

Trying to book in a consultation with the cosmetic clinic for the holidays :)
Lip enhancement come at me!

Just some self portraits I was fiddling with for an assignment.

The boyfriend and I

made an unexpected discovery on the weekend ;)

We'd been trying for this for so long and it never happened, and then when we weren't 'trying' it happened.
He managed to make me 'squirt'.

Still shocked.

Your sweet words bring tears to my eyes so easily. I don't know how to take such nice things.

Idk why you keep me around if I bring you down so much. I wish I knew earlier that I was being such a burden. Eeeep.

I hope this doesn't end soon. I need you.

What a kick in the face.

I just don't understand. Why're you trying to push me over the edge?

I'm trying to feel better, instead I'm just feeling more anxious on top of my stomach pains and on the verge of tears :'(

Self portrait assignment.

I have to produce 3 self portraits and print them in a way that shows experimentation. (I've got two more photos to shoot). I want them all to look different and unique. 

Heres the first one I will use:

This one I wanted to look more natural, and so I used minimal make up
and just clipped my hair back. 

I could be the happiest person in the world with the healthiest mental state and still know that I'm ugly.

It's really hard to explain, but no one actually understands what it is like to be actually ugly. And to top it off having an ugly body as well.
It isn't a misperception.

As if I don't have enough on my mind. The universe loves to stack it on.

Just some practise for self portrait assignment.

New tattoo!

Most excruciating pain ever.
Luckily my tattoo artist suggested numbing spray to me cause they just got some!
She used it after the outline, for the colour and it was awesome, all I could feel was a vibrating feeling from the machine, but the rest of my foot was still sore to touch, and then after a while it would become sharp pain again :(
But it helped soooo much. Idc if the healing time is prolonged, it was so worth it!
Especially since I was considering getting the colour done another time it was so bad. 
It wore off after a while though, and then had a little break, and there was about 15 minutes left to do, and I asked to use it again, and the last 15 minutes was a breeze.

But yeah, most excruciating pain I’ve ever felt. It was so much worse than my other foot (probably because I knew what to expect). 

My day.

Was planning to stay at my boyfriends tonight, but then he remembered he has a gig on.
So I ended up just visiting for the day. Which was fantastic might I add ;) got up to some cheeky things.
We went into the city before his gig, and he bought me dinner (don dons, my favourite)!
Then he departed with his mate and I saw him off at the train station.

I'm now at home finishing a powerpoint I need to present tomorrow, and found out I'll have to use my boyfriends computer to get my photos printed to the photo lab, as the program apparently doesn't agree with my laptop.

From now on.

If I'm taking food to TAFE, it must only consist of fruit/healthy things. And those rolls my mum buys.

• Bananas
• Strawberries
• Grapes

I wish I could get rid of these pessimistic thoughts. They definitely won't go away any time soon.

Some of my 'copy work' assignments!

These assignments basically involve taking a photo of a photo/artwork etc, and then producing
it as a print. Pretty easy and pretty pointless if you ask me. But I've gotta get these printed over the next week at The Edge, because they're due Monday. Theres about 8 or 9 photos for it as well. 

My soul mate, my other half.

I love you so much. And I honestly don't know what I'd ever do without you!
You are my one true love. 

Going to do leg magic now!

Its a pretty good exercise system. Whenever I use it, I'm really sore the next day.
But I only really use it every few months. Because I'm lazy. Sigh :/

I used it last Sunday though. And here I am a week later, on Tuesday, about to use it again! For me, this is good ahah.
I'll try to do it at least once a week if I find time for it :)
Until Summer, when I go to boot camp 2-3 times a week!

Gotta start saving up money for my lips real soon!

Some recent photography from Semester 2.

Two portraits. 

Two landscapes. 

My Dad's 40th dinner.

We went to the china bar in the city, which is a buffet. 

I ate soooo much seafood, and it was absolutely delicious, I couldn't keep my mouth off the prawns or the morton bay bugs! 

Just divine! And I had this beautiful toblerone cocktail!